our frank

these past few weeks i have been realizing how important conversation is. only because i've come across several people who can not keep one going. i think it is now my biggest pet peeve. i try to create a fun interesting conversation, just because that's what i like to do. some people just must not know how to keep one going... or hey maybe they just dont want to talk to me :D hahaha. either way it makes me appreciate chatter boxes more, such as andy and big bird :P

ah, them in their prime :)

i attended my cousin's confirmation this past weekend. i really liked staying at her house ALL saturday while she went out with her friends.
enjoy life :)

sorry doesn't help

coachella was beyond words. songs that made me cry were: when last i spoke to carol, sorry doesnt help, hey jude, and yesterday. i could barely stand on my own two feet when paul came on. i only had four hours of sleep during my confirmation. i dont know how i did it. im feeling very plain. thanks "a a" :|




after this, i realized baseball games will never be for me

yeah that wasnt the oil the bishop put on me

haha this picture is cute :P

lighten up

You have destroyed my flower-like life
Not once - twice
You have corrupt my innocent mind
Not once - twice

i think i rely on lyrics so much to express the way i feel because i can't seem to sort things out in my mind and write it out. I'M SUCH A POOR WRITER. and i suck at explaining things. WELL LIFE IS STILL GOOD.


confirmation saturday. right after coachella. how am i going to do it? NO CLUE. but it will be done at ten am :) as the end of the year is approaching [for church classes] i'm realizing that im going to miss my class. i met beautiful people, SUCH AS OSCAR. anyone can really look up to him. i was honored when he told the class he admires me a lot because i am always happy and smiling :) i was even more honored when he said i influence him to become a better person! and i was flattered when dre told the class i taught him how to "love" :P well the person im going to miss the most is blanca. she has the most beautiful soul ever <3

CIS class really gets me depressed. the IE is second leading in the economic crisis, with detroit being first. it isnt going to get any better until 2011, or so it is predicted :| technology and money is going to burn us all if it hasnt already done so. SO YEAH THANKS PROFESSOR DURAN.

perfect lyrics;

Im losing myself
trying to compete
With everyone else
Instead of just being
me

Dont know where to turn
Ive been stuck in this routine
I need to change my ways
Instead of always being weak

I dont want to be afraid
I want to wake up
Feeling beautiful today
And know that Im okay
cuz everyones perfect
in an unusual way
So see I just want to believe in me

Lalalala

The mirror can lie
Doesnt show you whats inside
And it can tell you
your full of life
its amazing
what you can hide
Just by putting on a smile

Im quickly finding out
Im not about to break down
Not today

I guess I always knew
that I had all the strength
to make it through
Not Gonna be afraid
I want to wake up
feeling beautiful today
And know that Im okay
cuz everyones perfect in an usual way
So see, now, now I believe in me

Now I believe in me



i bring out the best qualities in people and the worst in myself...
i guess i should just do my best and not worry
..:8] OKAY MORRISSEY.



BTW I FOUND OUT IM GOING TO COACHELLA!!!
going to be super tired for confirmation the next day but MAN IM MORE THAN EXCITED!









when i was so fit because of volleyball, DAMN IT



i wasnt messing around in the court, HAAH SIKE.


it was dumb because they made us dress up for games... :|


awe cynthia was so great, and cathy's the devil. HAHA just kidding. volleyball once ruled my life... not really but it was really time consuming.


we ended off on bad terms :/


although im not with joseph anymore, im still his "lil cuzz"
we'd talk about EVERYTHING during art , well only when i felt like talking :P


just check out the mexican dude in the back. HAHA. when joseph would wait like an hour til my mom came hah..


awe celeste and ana. hope ana and joseph are doing swell :)
I CANT EVEN FIT THOSE SHORTS ANYMORE NOT EVEN ONE THIGH CAN DREAM OF FITTING IT. hahahaha!! this is what middle college does to me.

dissecting a frog named patrick? hahaha :)

um, yeah. hahah!
i wonder what happened to that shirt.

over all, i dont know whether i should miss high school or not.






scratch that, i dont. just miss talking to luis a lot and seeing the devil around campus hahah :)

its april, by now i thought all of this would have dissolved away. GUESS NOT. oh well. stressful week, probably because its the week right before spring break. didnt get the chance to complete my art portfolio, but my teacher said i did an excellent job :) the other day i just sushi with kalie channon and austin, pretty fun :)
the more interviews of demi i see, the more i like her.
the more i know about her thoughts about her songs, the more i relate. [and kalie and tiffany]
SHES JUST TIGHT!!
& im having stupid dreams about my ex. feel so bad for the girl he is with now. if shes reading this by any chance: xoxo <3

Demi:
I didn’t wanna say
I’m sorry for breaking us apart
Joe:
I didn’t wanna say
It was my fault
Even though I knew it was
Demi:
I didn’t wanna call you back
Cause I knew that I was wrong
Both:
Yeah I knew I was wrong


Demi:
One in the same never to change
Our love was beautiful
Both:
We got it all destined to fall
Our love was tragically
Joe:
Wanted to call
Demi:
No need to fight
Joe:
Cause you know I wouldn’t lie
Both:
But tonight we’ll leave it on the line

Demi:
Listen baby
Nick:
Never woulda said forever if we knew it’d end so fast
Demi:
Why did you say ‘ I love you ‘
If you knew that it wouldn’t last
Nick:
Baby I just cant hear what your saying
The line is breaking up
Demi:
Or maybe that’s just us, oh baby just us


Joe:
Tried to call again and get your mailbox
Like a letter left unread
Demi:
Apologies are often open-ended
Both:
But this one better unsaid

Demi:
We’ll leave it on the line
Nick:
Yeah, oh yeah
Demi:
We’ll leave it on the line tonight

i just want to say i havent been away. i am still right here where i always was...
so one day if you're bored BY ALL MEANS CALL ME because you can do, only if you want to...

life continues.