spring.

so its weird to think of myself as a full time student. im taking CIS, fitness, art, human services, health , high school english. i really did underestimate this session. i have a ton of assignments to keep up with but its great. im actually learning this spring. ive learned a fancy way to change programs on the computer (press alt and tab at the same time) it's pretty fun :) . im so glad i am finally doing something with my body instead of just laying around waiting for a heart attack to occur. in art, im toning up my basic skills. today we had to draw without seeing what we were drawing haha way challenging :P . human services ... boy is that teacher weird haha. OKAY CIS, yeah we learn about computers and stuff, but i have a teacher that majored in business. BUSINESS & TECHNOLOGY? great combination. will earn you tons of money. WHATEVER. doesnt matter. the other day tiffany & i left class angry. yeah not only were we having monthly mood swings, BUT WHAT IN THE WORLD IS OUR TEACHER THINKING! he is so fascinated by technology, he is excited about the future. AKA, he is excited for the time to come when technology replaces MORE people's jobs. robots in japan that can take verbal orders? insane. the way i think of it is yeah it will bring more money... BUT NOT TO THE WORKING/LOWER CLASS. its only going to profit the businesses either selling the technology that replaces a human's work or the selfish company trying to save themselves more money... i dont know if i make sense because its all stacked up in my mind. i think about everything i want to say at once. then it gets hard for me to sort out what i was thinking first. ...i think the insane one here is me.







fun night saturday :)trying to pretend to throw up. HAPPY BIRTHDAY CARSON <3>demi is so pretty in the inside and out ... awe im cheesy <3

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"you dont know what it feels like cause you havent been in love" in that case i never want to feel love. fuck all that bullshit. night ended so stupid. so why not post happy pictures?


lilly's birthday :)8th grade, so excited to be at the commissary hah!
carson is one of the only real people ever...... me him and morrissey :)
once my best friend, other than kalie. haha had like a week of matching on accident.. so lame
when it was coming together..
on our way to rosary bowl :D
if big bird did it,ANYONE CAN!!
dagger in my heart?
venice con my chulas
old summer days with jacob and kalie
yeah that goes out to all you scenies ;)
not giving a fuck




aaaaaawe when the disaster all started HAHAHmc's , mssing aizaqueen.cleaning up someone else's throw up HAHAHAbigbird hating me all my lifenow i look back, and joseph was a good part of my life. BUT SHITS GOTTA MOVE ON

OKAY DONE :]

:)

alright so i went to my retreat. exactly what i needed! it was honestly the best thing seeing all the boys from my class that used to act so careless towards God have a dramatic mind change and open up their hearts to God... sounds so lame to most people but its true. it was awesome seeing dre especially. once i saw him really get into everything they had to say it really made me feel better, ALTHOUGH i had like a fever or a flu IDK SOMETHING ALRIGHT SOMETHING BAD. that was the worse part. i didnt get to go out to enjoy the snow, but at least i got to enjoy everything else spiritually :) . once i left camp i realized i am really ok by myself [ha totally a new morrissey song!] i told myself i was going to be happy whether i talked to a certain person or not... haaaaaaaaaaaaaaa great enough, once i got back raelyn and kalie made a stop to my house. and what do i read? some simple text message. they convinced me to just talk to this person. . . which leads to like the best birthday weekend ever!!! everyone went to sushi, kinda awkward having two people there.. sitting next to eachother.. feeding them "TO THEIR MOUTHS" haha! and having lilly sit next to me at the end of the night under the circumstances was hilarious!

okay i was obviously the happiest i have been in a while