But then you see someone new
And you want someone new
So you have someone new
I dont blame you
We would all do the same as you
If ever we had the nerve to
i'm very grateful for receiving free college education. it's what's consuming most of my time on weekdays. if i'm not at school im probably at sunnymead middle school, working on my senior project, reading RAIN OF GOLD, or practicing my math skills.
You are repressed
But youre remarkably dressed
Is it real ?
And youre always busy
Really busy
even though it gets really stressful most of the times, i must not and will not discontinue all the effort im putting into this. im only in middle college once. the thought of how much time and money i've saved so far fills my heart with... i dont even know how to explain it. ive never been much of a writer anyway.
so in much shorter words, i am very happy about being busy with my free schooling.
yet sometimes i find myself longing to find another person to share all my little weird and nonsense thoughts with. lately, ive had the opportunity to try out a handful of ... guys.
point is, all guys suck and no one can ever gain my interest as much as joseph or andick ever did. until then, i have a feeling of emptiness that appears and disappears in my heart.
some days, it's far from my mind. days like these i wish i would have encountered another neat person to be goo goo eyed over.
not even he can make me feel as happy as i did in this picture. things like this should not matter at this age though.
now i must go get ready to have an adventurous night and forget about all these crazy thoughts.
