ughh

my fingers smell disgusting...
i kinda lie to myself and say mcd's isnt bad or gross.... morrissey would be ashamed of me :(

my legs are still sore from dancing so much, but it was fun. got my twenty five dollars worth:)
... and if it weren't for andy i would have never been into queen, so thanks fag :D

one more thing

I know it's over
And it never really began
But in my heart it was so real


but i still have reasons to smile :)

humbaaaaaaa

drinking. used to do it every single weekend and have a great time. made me feel like i didnt have a single care . now i dont know whats up with me. ha, havent really drank drank since new years and im alright. i just think its so weird that this is happening along with my other fabulous situation. and now people tend to piss me off easier now... well fuck my life. its better that im not drinking as much and trying my hardest not to go talk to that shit dick; but its not even easy :( and now my annoying ass neighbor is outside FUCK. sometimes i honestly wonder why im so gorgeous :D




merry fucking christmas... AHAH OH AND I HAD CRAZY ASS DREAMS! to start off with, at kevins house i dreamt that i was shopping at VANS! and i was crazy about their clothes.. and the workers were waiting on me to leave because it was TWO AM! then i came home and knocked out and dreamt that hercules worked at the mall at some little shit on the aisles. and fucking kalie kept on staring at him. then he saw me so me kalie and kil and ash ran into new york and company to hide... then he followed us there and he chased us around the whole mall!! FUCKING CREEP/

always acting like a fool now now

i thought everything would be worse, but friends will be friends :D had a great bonding day with nancy and lauren, forgot about everything. did exercise! ....and chilled with new people. haha i must be attracted to nancyboys :P well im excited for tonight... sweet and tender! morrissey, man he honestly NEVER fails. his new album is incredible. its so nice to know ive been listening to him since 5th grade and im stillll all in love *~*~* muahhzzzz. haha. favorite songs? must be BLACK CLOUD [totally relate] and when i last spoke to carol [im carol haha!] ANNNNNNNND im throwing my arms around perris, GO LISTEN TO IT and take a look at the lyrics :) GOOD DAY MATE

:o

sociology will change my life...... disney is a mean company :(