not literally but metaphorically.
life: it has turned upside down. i'm happy. yes one friend is missing, but another has been gained. which certainly doesnt replace the other, but one must always emphasize the brighter side. otherwise, i would always be sad. ANYWAY, finished up fall semester. im so damn proud that i completed a 7:00 AM class, btter yet got an A in it. ha, and i always thought english was my weakness :P
danny brought up a good point to cutting my hair. i wanted a new start, in a sense i felt like i cut off history with all the devils ive ran into. especially the one from perris.
ive decided that im taking down all the things joseph has given me. to a certain extent, it would be true if i said i havent let go completely. there was always a speck inside me that always assumed there would be a second chance with him whenever i wanted it.
i dont want it.
and i really hate how im so lazy. ive been wanting to paint a led zeppelin thing on my table. ive only painted the white base onto the wood.
i could be so much productive.
i could be so much productive.
oh well, ill never learn.
merry christmas.
