humbaaaaaaa

drinking. used to do it every single weekend and have a great time. made me feel like i didnt have a single care . now i dont know whats up with me. ha, havent really drank drank since new years and im alright. i just think its so weird that this is happening along with my other fabulous situation. and now people tend to piss me off easier now... well fuck my life. its better that im not drinking as much and trying my hardest not to go talk to that shit dick; but its not even easy :( and now my annoying ass neighbor is outside FUCK. sometimes i honestly wonder why im so gorgeous :D




merry fucking christmas... AHAH OH AND I HAD CRAZY ASS DREAMS! to start off with, at kevins house i dreamt that i was shopping at VANS! and i was crazy about their clothes.. and the workers were waiting on me to leave because it was TWO AM! then i came home and knocked out and dreamt that hercules worked at the mall at some little shit on the aisles. and fucking kalie kept on staring at him. then he saw me so me kalie and kil and ash ran into new york and company to hide... then he followed us there and he chased us around the whole mall!! FUCKING CREEP/