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alright so i went to my retreat. exactly what i needed! it was honestly the best thing seeing all the boys from my class that used to act so careless towards God have a dramatic mind change and open up their hearts to God... sounds so lame to most people but its true. it was awesome seeing dre especially. once i saw him really get into everything they had to say it really made me feel better, ALTHOUGH i had like a fever or a flu IDK SOMETHING ALRIGHT SOMETHING BAD. that was the worse part. i didnt get to go out to enjoy the snow, but at least i got to enjoy everything else spiritually :) . once i left camp i realized i am really ok by myself [ha totally a new morrissey song!] i told myself i was going to be happy whether i talked to a certain person or not... haaaaaaaaaaaaaaa great enough, once i got back raelyn and kalie made a stop to my house. and what do i read? some simple text message. they convinced me to just talk to this person. . . which leads to like the best birthday weekend ever!!! everyone went to sushi, kinda awkward having two people there.. sitting next to eachother.. feeding them "TO THEIR MOUTHS" haha! and having lilly sit next to me at the end of the night under the circumstances was hilarious!

okay i was obviously the happiest i have been in a while