there is something i wanted to tell you, it's so funny you'll kill yourself laughing. but then i , i look around and i remember that i am alone.

less than a month until spring session ends. like always, i get tired and bored from my classes. pretty excited to do step aerobics during summer. i'm still not in shape as i wish to be. life has been a roller coaster. i dont know what i'm thinking anymore. but i guess everyone goes through this phase? i make a specific person feel bad about himself, and it's only because of the pain he put me through. EMOOO :| haha. just waiting intil one day goodbye will be farewell :) drinking is just blah. im way too ... not myself when i drink. something i debate EVERY SINGLE DAY, except of course when the weekend comes. my brother has been driving me crazy. not only do i have responsibilities of my own for school, but i feel like his responsibilities are thrown onto me. i just can't leave him hanging so im just stuck in a hole. UUGHHHH. joseph, it's been almost a year since its been over. yet he continues to dream about me and send me all these lyrics. i dont know how that makes me feel. well i do but i dont feel like sorting my feelings out. on a brighter note, ratas are cool ;)

for prom we stayed at the marriot in desert springs. it was beautiful :D
after prom the celebration lasted about an hour or two until i passed out
the next day i felt like crap, but i still managed to lay around the pool for a little :)
friday was a fun and random night :) i put myself together with the help of billy and joe
billy making sure i didnt run off with his glasses? hahaha IDK
trying to mimic a certain someone. LIKE ME WITH ALL MY HAIR UP? :|
kalie recieved some puppets for her happy meal, i spent all weekend with them and they are even still sitting next to my side right now :D
i wasnt drunk, i waas SOOOOOOO EXHAUSTED :|
puppets <3