who will you be when you grow up?

ever since i was little i always interlocked with art. i always drew, painted, and so on. i love drawing and creating pieces that are directly from the heart. BUT, that does not mean im willing to devote my life to art. the people closest to me always try enforcing that idea. it pisses me the fuck off because i am slowly discovering my strong interest in the psychology field. and what response do i get? "dont do it just because it seems easy and fun for you." then of course the point of "psychology is logical, it wont challenge you" is brought up. GOODNESS, A RAGE IS CERTAINLY CREATED INSIDE ME. psychology wouldnt be so logical if there wouldnt have been tests to prove logical ideas. long ago it was "logical" that women were inferior to men, until studies proved otherwise. fuck man fuck all this rambling and all this temperance running through my mind. anyway, point is im tired of everyone assuming im committing my life to art therefore should study in la or ny. yeah that sounds fun and all, but there has to be something thatll lure me in with more interest. its like getting married with a boyfriend you just like, and not waiting for the man you will fall in love with. you know there is someone out there that will just knock you off your feet, and youll know when you meet him. WELL THATS WHAT IM WAITING FOR IN MY ACADEMIC LIFE.